Today is day 3 of ny treatment. I'm officially at the point of no return, which means that if I don't get the transplant, there is no hope of me suviving. I feel both anxious and releived that I've finally reached the point that my remission is so close.
I've been following the blog of a youg lady called Jacqelyn who a stem cell tranplant done, about 100 days ago. She talks about being grateful for each day. That is how I feel. That all of lifes's blessings should be valued. My journey this far has been a trial of faith and perseverance. It is not fun to always be the party pooper when I can not join in, because I have so much pain and feel so exhausted, that I'm of the verge of collapsing. If only I had a gauge the clearly indicated when I'm at the end of my tether. Sort of a "don't ness with Fatima today" indicator!
Breakfast is here.
Ciao for now
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